In the life of Maddie

Yes, I'm up at 11:30pm writing and reading stories. Problem?

 

I'm just not in the mood to sleep and I know I'll regret this tomorrow but as I say, YOLO.

 

Yeah. That is all. bai.

So time for me to turn of the computer and get ready for school tomorrow and go to sleep and stuff... 

 

Soon 5 days without swearing, skghfkjghjsgfgkhsjghfgkjsfhgjfhgjsghfj 2 days to go then. I WILL DO THIS!

 

You know what I've realized this time being without swearing? It's actually pretty hard to make "Oh Gosh" get stuck in your head. And that I can live pretty good without swearing, but at times it's really hard. Also I only swear to get my point across. I don't swear to be cool or to impress somebody. I just simply swear because that way you get your point across...

Like Maz explains it in a video:

 

That's that.

Night idiots with pimples. (Don't get offended, ya know I lava juuuuuuuu<3)

Hello guise<3

 

So I just casually wanted to tell you that I have homeworks but I'm too lazy to make them and I've been writing a lot today.

 

Also I miss Lexi and Grandpa and my heart is hurting from all the emotions.

It's funny how everybody dies 26th something though. Grandpa died 26th January, I got to know Lexi was dead 26th July and Avalanna died 26th September. God is testing me.

 

Yeah.

 

But other than that I'm actually pretty happy (:

 

Baii<3

 

You're welcome for watching this vid.

YUZ, YOU HEARD RIGHT. I'M WRITING A NEW FANFIC.

Yuz, I'm awake. And alive.

 

Woke up at like 10:50am but laid in my bed and well, tweeted stuff................... Love me ;)

 

Yeah, but that's it.

 

4 DAYS WITHOUT SWEARING, TAKE THAT!

3 days to go sgfhgksfghfsgjhfsgjhj

 

Baii<3

Oh Gosh I'm emotional tonight sghfkghksjgfsghfsgkjsgkfjghfgkjhsgkjhfjgfskghfsgjhsfghfsjghsfjgkhsfghgkjhsfjgkhf

sjgkhkgfsjghgkjhgkjjsgf

 

Yeah.

 

I had so much fun with Emma btw :D Some pics will come up tomorrow from that :D

 

Now soon I'll go to sleep and dream about the lucky gurl who will be OLLG tonight... GOSH I WANNA BE THERE. #ButICant

"I heard it has a camera!" "Yeah I guess so!" "Yeah, it takes like still pictures of things moving!" "Even better!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS!

"I massage my sh*ts everyday" "Yeah he does..." *Silence*

Though you shouldn't drink 1 bottle of water every hour... They say 3 l in 1 day, and if it's hot like 4-5 l (:

3 DAYS WITHOUT SWEARING, TAKE THAT GUUUUUUUURL.

 

Yeah.

 

So I woke up at like 11:15am or something... Eh C: 

 

Emma is now soon at work but after that she'll come to me and we'll go for a walk 'cause I ain't gonna sit at home dying all day!

 

BELIEVE TOUR STARTS TODAY SLJGLFJSLGSFGFSHGKJFSGHSKJGHFSKGHFSGJFSGKFSGHJFSKHGJFSHGFSJHGKFSGHFSHGKJFGSFJGHFSJGHFSGFKJGHSFGHKJFY7T6HYUGTFHJU8HY7GT6D4RHJU7GT65FRHUY6TF

This is why I love Chris. His music videos are just skjlghfsghfsjshgjfslgsfgfsghfsghjfskghfskghkfs. And I LOVE how they chose this as his new single! It's just perfect♥

Time for me to sleep. So so tired right now. But HALLELUJAHH I get to sleep as long as I want to tomorrow<3

 

Take care guise<3

Haiiiii<3

 

Now I'm gonna watch Karate Kid :)

 

Yeah, you better enjoy whatever you're doing<3

 

Love everybody<3

No, I did NOT cry of laughter watching this, why are you asking? :O

2 DAYS WITHOUT SWEARING, TAKE THAT PEOPLE!

First of all I gotta say that my grandparents came here for this weekend so I might not be online as much and post stuff ya know... I'll try to queue as much as I can though.

 

Oh and today at school it was just a normal boring day, nothing too secial.

 

I STILL HAVEN'T GOT JGS AND NBU ON THE MAIL, IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE, I WANT THEM NOW.

But I won't get them now. Sigh.

 

Enjoy this song here guise.

 

Lolol mah boiii<3

R.I.P Lexi†

I sent this to Lexi once. She cried. Now I'm crying. But I'll be fine. 'Cause heaven's got a beautiful angel♥

Yeah I gotta go, mom and dad are killing me... Almost.

 

So you guys better have a nice day and sleep well or whatever<3 I love everybody<3

So yeah, thought I'd tell you about this beautiful, rainy day bahaha. Has happened quite a lot of funny stuff todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....... :D

 

Well after school I went to Emppu's right, and she owns 2 "I♥NY" T-shirts so I "stole" one...

So that #swaggy moment when you have a "I♥NY" T-shirt and you've never even been to New York ;)

So today after school I went to Emppu's with Emma and well, EMMAAAAAAAAH. Yeah. And we just basically sat there and talked and STUFFFFFFFFFF.

 

1 DAY WITHOUT SWEARING, BE PROUD PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEH.

 

Yeah-

I'll post more later, baii<3

Baha yeah, Jasmine V always has the coolest hairstyles so I always get SOOOOOOOOO many hair ideas from her! And what's best is that she and her hairdresser/makeup artist does videos where they show us how to do it! Ain't gonna show you those videos though ;)

 

But yeah, Just casually rocking this hairstyle in school today while you're reading this:

You Jelly? ;)

 

Bahah, pictures of the hairstyle will probably come up today later... If you're lucky ;) <3

Time for me to sleep... Been a long, weird, cold day sigh. Hope tomorrow brings good stuff though (:

 

And R.I.P Avalanna†

Oh yeah, that's true people. I'll get a lollipop from Emma if I don't swear in 1 week... THIS GON' BE HARD, I'M TELLIN' YA PEOPLE.

But so on wednesday next week at lunch time I'm gonna be one lollipop richer if I don't swear at all in 1 week... YUZ. Wish me luck people, because we all know I swear kind of VERY much.

But yeah, no swearing on the blog, no swearing in tweets, no swearing in chats, no swearing in conversations, no swearing at all. Or well I get to swear 1 time... Yuz.

 

WISH. ME. LUCK.

 

Later on today I have piano lesson and stuff. I DON'T WANT TO D:

 

Oh this thing is HARD. Screw, freaking, shit, oh my gosh (Jösses)... etc, I can say those words. Not fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.... ya know and dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd..... yeah.

 

But it's easier at home since I don't usually go around swearing since my parents would KILL me. Yeah.

 

But when singing songs it's like "okaii I better not say that word now when I come to that part because OH MY GOSH."

 

(Oh My Gosh is not a swearing word btw :D)

 

Oh and I had planned that I would never listen to LWWY because as you guys know I don't like 1D but they played in school today in the morning radio blah blah thingy. I WAS ABOUT TO CRY. NICE START OF THE DAY. *sarcasm ended*

Yeah.

Oh well this was a really long post, I NEVER WRITE THIS MUCH :O

PAYYYEEEEECEEEE OUT DOGGIES.

Well I cried of laughter watching this so I had to share it of course... :D

So I just took a long, cold walk with my lovely cousin Mikku<3 Had so much fun and we're too random for you guys.

Yeah.

Now I'mma do some homeworks and then I'll probably start sleeping soon to try to get more sleep this night...

Take care guise<3

The real people out there who actually loves Janoskians knows that their first song came out last week...

Yeah and so they made a little "unofficial" music video to it... Gotta love them<3

So this girl behind the computer screen didn't get any sleep last night so she stayed at home. And yeah. Slept... With mom... Yuz, I'm not even ebarrassed about that. I SLEPT WITH MOM, WHATEVAHHH.

 

Yeah.

But yeah.

I'll post later lalalalaalalal baiiiiiiii.

Penis.

If this guy walks into glassdoors... Then he's my soulmate.

I meant goodnight okai.

So yeah I'm obsessed with this one guy. Watch me say "and shit." "EEEEEEIIIIIIIIII." "WAAAAT?!" all the time in school tomorrow because I've just been watching this same damn guy on youtube all the time.

(tip to a certain person watching this; Just because I now like him doesn't mean you have to act like you love him and shit. That shit ain't fun. Like EEEEEEEEEIII. Jfs.)

But yeah.

Tomorrow it's tuesday. Normal day at school prolly. Nothing special... I hate mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays, thursdays and the first 6 hours of fridays... Yup.

 

Sleep well luvies<3

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

So yeah today it was school again. F*ck me. (EMPPUUUUUUUUUUU, YA KNOW WHAT I'M SAYIN'? ;))

Yeah. Then after school I went to the mall with Emppu and ate Ben&Jerry's... Y'ALL KNOW I'M OBSESSED ALREADY GUISE.

 

Yeah. Soon I'mma call Emma and talk with her about important stuff and then I'll probably do homeworks and shit...

I'll post later, baiii<3

Oh you hot piece of ass.

Bahah I'm sorry for not posting that much today......................

 

Tomorrow it's school again sigh. I don't want to. But I have to.

But yeah, I'll post more tomorrow I guess. Baiiiii.

Thank you dear Aku for sending this to me. I can't seriously breathe I'm laughing too hard!

 

Yes so like I was on Emmi's bday party and I just came home.

We played this drinking game, but since we're underage we used black coffe instead... Well basically what we did was somebody said for example "I've never had a boyfriend" and EVERYBODY who had had a boyfriend had to drink of the black coffe. So yeah... We drunk like... 12-16 cups of coffe together (and we were like 14 people so...) so most of us drank about 1 cup each... I WILL NOT GET ANY SLEEP TONIGHT SGKJFJGHSJGHKFSGHHF

I seriously feel like I could run to Justin's house in L.A and marry him and then run back to Finland without getting tired. TBQFH.

 

Yeah, but now I'll probably just sit here stalking stuff on twitter and shit and then at like... 2am or something go to sleep. BAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Well uh so I woke up at 11:50am or something like that... DON'T BLAME ME! 

 

Yeah.

So today I won't do anything special except going to Emmi's birthday party at 6pm... So yeah (:

 

See ya later<3

BJOOOOOOOOOOTIFULLLL<3

So here I am at 10:55pm and listening to music. I'm gonna go to sleep now soon though.

 

This day has been CRAZY. I mean like CRAZY. But that's my own personal stuff ;)

Anyways, tomorrow I might not post that much but I think I'mma queue some stuff before going to sleep... Yup.

 

Okaii take care luvies and sleep well<3 (Have a nice day to you on the other side of Earth ;))

 

Love yah<3

Now I'm gonna watch a movie. I want a good laugh and stuff so I'm gonna watch "LOL" again haha :) I'll never get tired of this movie!

 

Take care, baii<3

Ugh she's like close to crying :(

Nobody should ever have to go through that!

 

Stay strong Luvie<3

Hello there!

FINALLY WEEKEND WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

 

Okay but I just wanted to say that I'm kinda happy haha (:

 

Now I'm eating candy and watching youtube videos :) and the rest of the day I'll just chill :)

 

I'll update later, take care<3

God I love her<3

So I was pn Zumba tonight. It was fun but sweaty and hard baha.

 

Yeah okay. But now I have to take one last look at this flower thingy that we have a test on tomorrow and then I'll go to sleep.

 

Oh and 8 weeks. R.I.P Lexi.

 

So yeah, now I'm going to Zumba class, or whatever I should call it... 

I decided I have to start working out and do stuff so I chose Zumba ahaha :D

 

I'll post later, baii<3

So well basically I check who is following me and I see that Nathan Cameron is following me. If you don't know who that is, it's basically a boy who's singing and he's verified on twitter and all. The weirdest thing is, I WAS NOT EVEN FOLLOWING HIM. So like. WHAT. But now I can say that 3 famous people are following me on twitter ;)

Hello.

So yeah. Still the same pain today. WHY?! 

 

I'm NOT in the mood of posting stuff AT ALL urgh.

But yeah, today we had bowling in Gym class which was okay. And then yeah, that was it.

 

I'll post more later, bye.

Period cramps, headache, pissed, and the list goes on. I need sleep.

It's not even 9pm yet but I'll eat and go to sleep, not even kidding.

Bye.

 

WHY DOESN'T MY MOM DO THIS?!

Why on EARTH do we have to have period cramps? That shit sucks so damn much. This whole day I've been walking around like "auch. auch. auch my stomach. noooooo. aaaaah omfg IT HURTS." in my mind. I AM GETTIN' PISSED YA KNOW. NOW MY STOMACH AND BACK HURTS SO MUCH AND I'M LAYING IN BED EATING CHOCOLATE BECAUSE I THINK I DESERVE IT BUT OMFG IT HURTS SO SO MUCH.

 

I'm gone. bye.

So nowadays it gets dark at 8pm............................ D: That means it's starting to become winter. I DON'T WANT THAT.

 

whatever.

 

I have some posts queued for you guys, BAI.

So nowadays it gets dark at 8pm............................ D: That means it's starting to become winter. I DON'T WANT THAT.

 

whatever.

 

I have some posts queued for you guys, BAI.

As you all know I ordered her book on sunday (I. CAN. NOT. WAIT. UNTIL. I. GET. IT!) yeah and so she was on Ellen show yesterday (videos are coming up today.)

First of all I gotta explain to you how freaking happy I was when I got to know that Pattie lovely-and-most-inspirational-and-funny-woman-on-earth Mallette is going to be on The Ellen most-flawless-show-on-Earth Show.

Pattie and Ellen are my favorite women on Earth (and my mom and grandma... And Emma's mom. She's just hilarious) and so 2 funny and inspirational people on ONE DAMN SHOW, HOW COOL WOULDN'T THAT TURN OUT TO BE?!

 

That is the first video from the interview that has come out.

 

Now to some ranting about Pattie talking about Selena.

First of all I'll just put this video here:

 

Don't watch the whole video. just watch the first 2 seconds. Look at how Pattie goes to say something to Justin and sees Selala there. Look at how hurt she looks. Yeah. Now moving on.

 

Pattie said "How can you not like her? I mean, you've met her. She's so sweet." when Ellen asked if she adores her. My point here is that well yeah, Selena, she tries to make everybody like her. She tries to get everybody to love her and think she's innocent.

 

Also, Pattie says "She's great for him." now I wonder how? To keep him humble? To use up his credit card? I know, Beliebers don't have a "say" in this, but lets all face it, Selena's N-O-T good for him. And I'm not saying that because I'm jealous (yes, I can say that I'm jealous of her) but because that's what I think. Even if I wasn't a Belieber I'd say that she's not good for him.

Also Pattie once said that she'd rather have Justin date a normal girl (not famous) instead of someone famous. But I guess, each to their own. They won't get married.

That is all :)

But why can't I look like her? D:

Just watching videos here about kidnapped kids and I come across this video. Damn.

How come it seems like 3 year olds can call 911 (or 112 or something) better than 20 year olds?

Haiiiiii<3

 

So today in school I was all badass with my cousin (God I love having a cousin<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3) so we went to Royal Meal's and ate food at lunch break. And you know it's against school's "rules" to go outside the school garden, arena, whatever. So yeah. But we didn't get caught ;)

 

Yeah....... Other than that school was pretty boring...

 

NOW I'M HOME ALONE SO IT'S PARTAAAAAAAAAAAAY TIME!

bahaha omfg!

Yes, I'm gonna go now. So damn tired D: and I still have to read some finnish and shit. so Baiii.

 

<3

Oh yeah, true title right deeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

 

Ugh you can NOT understand how tired I am today. School was pretty f*cked and I'm annoyed as f*ck and ARGH.

 

Now I have to clean my room and then I'll probably do my homeworks and read and stuff.

 

Take care f*ckerssssssssssssssssssss

Now I'mma watch "Bonde Söker Fru" with my mom haha. God I miss watching tv with mom...

 

But you guys bettahhh take care!<3 And I have MANY posts that I think I'll post today or maybe tomorrow, so stay tuned for that ;) <3

But mom thought I was normal when I was born... Then she realized "shit, she's weirder than weirdest" lololol I'm hilarious.

No but seriously, I'm funny as hell.

BAHAHA God I love everyone.

BUT I CAN'T BREATHE, AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. LOVE ME LIKE YOU TOAST GUYS.

God I love my dad! I just ordered #JustGettingStarted and #NowhereButUp! You can not understand how excited I am!<3 Though I'm paying it all myself (same with the concert tickets baha) but still sgkfsghsgkfjhgfkj<3

 

I'm tellin' you people, save money. Work your ass off. It will pay off ;)

 

Love everything<3

 

I cried rivers watching this trailer thingy for Nowhere But Up, so I'll probably cry the Atlantic 2.0 reading it!

Guess who woke up at 11am? ME.

 

So I had this dream that I met Justin and hugged him for like 9487587582745842 years and it felt so real and everything and he was like right there and we spoke english and everything and then now I'm crying (for real) because I didn't meet him, it was only a dream :(

 

Sigh.

 

I'll leave you here with this flawless song.

 

Just came home. It's 12:35am....... So damn tired. I've just brushed my teeth and now I'll go right to sleep. Night luvies<3

 

But she does her makeup pretty good for using no mirror!

 

Baha awww she's adorable<3

Awww she was adorable<3

WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?! ARE YOU STOPPING READING MY BLOG JUST BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE POSTING MUCH? D: *CRIES*

 

Okaiii.

 

So I came home like 12am yesterday....................... No worries, I slept long today ;)

 

Later I'll go to this christian thingy and then I'll go home and eat and then at 10pm I'll go to the christian teenagers' meeting :)

 

I'll queue some posts for you guys now, baii<3

Bahahaha, how can people fail like that though?

I'm not sure you can see it on my blog... If you can't, watch it HERE

hello there guys (:

 

Today we had picture day at school...

 

Tonight I'm going to church weekend. Or well the whole name of the weekend is church weekend but then I'm going to the christian meeting for teenagers at 10pm, so I won't really post anything today since I don't feel like doing that ;D

 

But I'll queue some stuff for you guys. Take care<3

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH GUYS.

I do apologize for not posting that much nowadays. I've been really not in the mood so...

I have some posts queued for you guys though, so look forward to that.

Bye.

SO proud of Torsten!

I'm so blessed to have met him 2 times and got to hug him<3 He's lovely and he deserves all the best<3

Demi is the best person on Earth. When she went up to Jillian and hugged her I just started crying.

Now Jillian could go home and say "Demi Hugged me and I cried with her." Damn I'd do anything to be able to say that too one day.

I don't understand why people hate him... He's an amazing guy!

This is my nails right now, I LOVE them<3 So damn proud I managed to do nails like this!

not queueing anything for tomorrow. deal. with. it.

 

going to sleep now soon. night.

So I have pianolesson in 15 minutes so I better leave now!

I'll post some stuff later guise (: I've been doing my nails so I'll show my nails to you guys (:

 

love yah<3

The title is from Pink's song "Slut Like You"

 

Moving on.

 

God I'm annoyed, tired, pissed, and EVERYTHING. I WANNA SHOOT EVERYBODY. ARGH.

But yeah. After school mom picked me up and we went to the mall and bought Ben&Jerry's, Heat Protection and some other food haha (: Then we went home and ate the icecream. I needed that actually. A LOT.

 

But I will post some things later. Take care bitches<3

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH<3

Awwww, adorable<3

Now it's time for me to go.

Tomorrow we have a kinda very boring day sigh. Take care guys. baii<3

Baha, now I've gotten ready to leave for this Christian meeting. I'll post when I get home again (:

 

Take care<3

 

Love this<3

So I'm so damn tired today. I came home at like 2:25pm and then I took a shower and now I have to dry my hair and get dressed and all that shit AND I'M TOO TIRED TO BUT I PROMISED LINTSO TO GO TO THIS CHRISTIAN MEETING FOR GIRLS. WHY?! I'M TOO TIRED TO GO D: *le cries*

 

Ugh.

 

I'll post later. Bai.

Oh God he's so secute♥

So it's kind of time for me to go.

 

This day has been quite... Interesting haha (:

Hope you guys have a nice following day/night and sleep well you guys :) I love everything and everyone<3 smgfjgskfghsjghkjsghf

 

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAH

More than 2 years ago since I first heard this and I still know ALL the words. #swaggy

Hello duuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrr.

 

Well today it's fucking cold and cloudy outside.

Anyways, school was okay, and after school I went to the mall with Emppu and ate Ben&Jerry's and some candy (:

 

Now soon I'm gonna eat something and then I'll leave for the mall again to try to find my cousin's bike with her. It got stolen so... Fucking idiots who has to fucking steal a damn ass BIKE. God.

 

Other than that I'm pretty happy today actually :)

 

I'll post later, baii<3

Baha and this is why I love them all!

Yeah, I have no idea what the fuck the title was about...

 

Anyways, I'm gonna go now 'cause I'm still gonna call Emma tonight before I go to sleep. Having shit to talk about is so hard D:

 

AYWHORE.

 

I've got some queued posts for you so you better enjoy reading those and I will see you tomorrow.

 

Take care<3

Random moment at Heidi and Ida's place...

So Justin went clubbing in Toronto with Selena and some other people I guess and he got drunk or something. So now #PartyingWithBieber is trending on twitter. God I love this fanbase.

Now we're soon leaving to Heidi and Ida's place. God I've missed those idiots! Finally I get to hang out with them again!

 

I have like 1 post queued for you guys so you better enjoy it bitches.

 

Baii<3

DEAR MOM, WHY CAN'T YOU DANCE LIKE THAT?! AND THIS WOMAN IS OLDER THAN YOU.

Just a normal day on twitter...

BAHAHA I'M SO FUNNAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

LOUISE IF YOU READ MY BLOG YOU HAVE A NICE ASS AND I LIKE YOU A LOT. CAN I FUCK JUSTIN?

Hello guys<3

 

So today the sun is shining and I'm happy happy HAPPYYYY<3 :D

 

Later today I'm going to visit Heidi and Ida at their house somewhere in the middle of nowhere... Yeah, no joke.

 

I will queue some posts for you and what not but take care guys<3

So me and my friends did the Blindfolded Makeup Challenge yesterday at the sleepover and Josso did my makeup. This is how I turned out to look:

Yes, I feel sorry for myself too. But I think I actually failed more doing Emmi's and Josso's makeup than Josso failed doing mine...

So I'm gonna go sleep now since I'm kinda very tired.

Take care guys<3

 

I'm leaving you with this video.

So I'm just casually here online watching videos while eating pizza in bed. My life is so easy and exciting right now ;)

 

But so yeah. Pictures from the sleepover will come up as soon as Aku can get her computer working... Because as you know I NEVER take any pictures with my useless camera so yeah, gotta wait 'til she can get the pictures on her computer and send them to me.

 

I will post later, baii<3

 

 

So I came home at 4:10pm or something. Then I took a shower and now I'm straightening my hair and getting ready for Cross Point. So I apologize for not blogging today, but I had no time.

 

Take care guys and I will post later<3

Right now I'm at Emmi's house and we're having a sleepover as you already knew.

We've watched "Mean Girls" and have still about 5 movies that we wanna watch, so I feel like we're gonna be up all night :D

 

But now I'mma go, baiii<3

oh Gosh I love him<3

But how is it possible to reach those high notes?! :O She's just too talented!

Hello guys :)

 

Sleepover tonight with my dearest Aku, Josso and Emmi. We used to hang out all the time in 4th grade so we're bringing back old memories ;)

 

Yeah, so I'll queue some posts for you guys and then I'll post if we use the computer at all. Which we probably will though.

 

Yeah, but now I'll just leave you like this.

 

Love everything and everyone<3 skgjfghkjghjsfkghj<3

OMG I CAN'T BREATHE AHAAHAHHA :D

Oh Gosh, I love him too much!

6 weeks since I got to know that Lexi... Died.

 

R.I.P Lexi. You were a beautiful, wonderful young girl and you deserved to be happy, but you weren't. But now you're in a better place, so it's all good.

 

I love you.

 

So PEOPLE, I have to turn off my computer now. Exactly when Justin comes online on twitter. SIGH.

 

But so yeah, tomorrow we have a pretty easy day (or not) but I guess I gotta live with it.

I have some posts queued for you guys actually so love me.

Bai<3

Just leaving you with this sexy picture.

I'm bored and I found these questions on facebook ok.

So idk if it's only for me but blogg.se is fucked. When I would check my own blog it came up "404 blah blah" at least 9872498572857428 times before it worked. Sigh.

 

Oh, another thing, you know the "my top fans" on facebook? How do you think that thing works? Like do you think that it's for real the person who goes on your facebook profile most or?... Oh God, just answer so I can know. Please and thank you.

 

Okaii.

 

So I was gonna do my homeworks, right, and I had the books at school. WOOT WOOT. So now I can't do my homeworks. WHY. AM. I. SO. DAMN. STUPID?!

But I'm just wondering how many times Megan failed and cussed before she got it right.

Whoever made this mashup needs an award. It's flawless!

Right now I'm in school working on some finnish stuff.

My teacher saw me blogging... OOOOOOOOOOOOOPS.

BAI<3

Anddddddddddddddd I can relate to the song so damn much.

Now it's time for me to go.

I need to finish the last stuff for school tomorrow and then I'mma eat something and watch "Robinson" (for those who don't know it's a tv show on swedish and they like have to try to survive...)

 

So take care guys<3

I'm sitting here trying to figure out what to queue for you guys and now I ended up one Megan&Liz's videos.

Just thought I'd put that out there haha :D

 

This is seriously their best video and cover. EVER. (My opinion then.)

 

I don't know if you guys knew, but bullying is wrong. People commit suicide because of that shit, you know.

I'm just saying this: Think before you say something. You might mean it as a joke, but they might take it seriously, and next thing you know is, you have to deal with that your WORDS killed someone. Because yes, words can kill. So watch your mouth. You're cooler if you're NICE to people.

Bahaha I love Kingsley!

So uh today in Gym class we were supposed to go bowling but they wouldn't open for just like 7 people so we went out for a walk instead, Me, Emppu and Emma (Ensu does NOT like being called Ensu... SO WHEN I SAY EMMA IT'S HER, OKAII?!) then. We went to the mall and bought some icecream and candy and then we went and sat down in the staircase... If you understand.

When Emma and Emppu gets home (they're at the mall) they'll send me some pictures that they took so I'll upload them then. Now you better enjoy this beautiful picture that I took from "under" a tree. You should have seen the tree! It was big and when you stood under it it was as if it was a sky of leaves.

Baha aww<3 :D

I would marry her. Not even kidding.

But but she's adorable!

Lolol 2 posts today... Don't worry, I'mma queue some posts fastly.

 

But yeah, I'mma go now soon, and stuff. Take care guys, and I'll see if I come online at all tomorrow. I'll probably come online though.

 

But baii<3

First of all, I do apologize for not coming online yesterday. I had a computer free day and the people in school and on twitter know why. Also, I don't blog for anyone else. I blog for myself and when I don't feel like posting anything, I won't post anything, I hope you guys can deal with that.

 

Today after school I went to the mall with my cousin and bought some Ben&Jerry's. We ate it and then we went home to my cousin to watch The Hunger Games. GOD I LOVE THAT MOVIE.

 

Now I'm just sitting here and I'll watch some youtube videos and then I'll probably do my homeworks and stuff.

 

I'll post more later, baii<3

Awww<3

Ugh, this is just too perfect! They play it on The Belieber Radio all the time and I just love it too much!♥

Yeah, I'm soon going to sleep. I've got some queued posts for you guys so you better enjoy those.

Now I'mma go and do something else I think.

Take care guys<3

So yesterday at my cousin's engagement party my cousin who just started school sat next to me. I asked her what lessons she has and she answered "Well, we have math and other stuff. Oh and then we have language shower, but we don't get to shower, we learn finnish."

You can not understand how cute that sounded and how much I laughed about it later. Like, oh God she is the cutest!♥

This was YEARS ago but look how cute my cousins are the cutest♥

This was so powerful at Crosspoint yesterday. Every single person should be able to have that powerful feeling at least once in their life. Bless the Lord♥

So I got this hate comment on my video on youtube:

Yeah, I'm an insecure little fucker so I should really be crying. But the thing is I actually laughed. Why is because I clicked on the username and found out that he's a 29 year old "man" (more like insecure person who still lives with his mom) who lives in U.S and looks like this:

I'm not totally sure that's him, but I asume it is.

 

Anyways, so now to the funny thing. He had hated on Justin on a video and I answered him there (I don't remember what I said) and then he answered back "You're ugly and can't sing." and then he obviously checked out my videos ya know. "Fivehead"? What are you, 2? No, you're 29 and hating on a 14 year old girl who goes after her dream. Wow, you need serious help.

 

He looks like he's a business man though, but he's more likely an lonely little bitter man.

I feel sorry for him. But just a little.

NO ONE HATES ON MY JUSTIN AND GETS AWAY WITH IT.

xoxo to that lovely 29 year old man.

No but seriously, you probably don't believe me but I actually laughed so damn hard when I saw that he's 29. 29 FOR GOD SAKES. GUYS. DO YOU UNDERSTAND. HE IS 29 AND CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITH HIS LIFE BUT SITTING AT HIS OWN DAMN COMPUTER HATING ON PEOPLE THAT ARE MORE SUCCESSFUL THAN HE IS. WOW.

And I'll leave you with this:

Dear Mike IDIOT,

 

Baha oh God xD

(Judge me. I wrote "xD")

You guys MIGHT have realized that I totally stopped doing the "30 days challenges" but that was because I thought it was boring and just. BORING. So yeah. Won't be doing them :P

 

But yeah, that was all for now :) I have a lot of posts that I will post today, so you better check back in later, take care<3

Bahaha :D

Adorable!♥

 

 

 

 

But but but they are so cute together. WHY DID THEY BREAK UP?! D:

Bahahaha too funny!

Haii♥

 

My dad is so damn sick today so he will NOT drive me to Heidi and Ida sigh. I WANTED TO MEET THEM ARGH. But so today I'll just sit at home and die if I don't find another friend that I wanna hang out with. Idk man.

 

But I will update later, take care♥

 

I love it♥

It's actually time for me to go to sleep. It's 12:30am here and all so.

 

Tomorrow I might go to Heidi and Ida for DA FIRST TIME GUISE. Really excited! I haven't seen them in WEEKS so it would be good to hang out with them again!

 

But now I'mma go. You guys better take care. Love you<3

Oh these pictures was taken in the summer btw. I'm not blonde anymore as you idiots know ;) And it's Lintso's nerd glasses btw :D

 

Lol vat^^^^^^^^^^

 

But anyways. I came home from Crosspoint a little after 9pm and now I'm here and I'm gonna watch "Bridesmaids". You can NOT understand how much I love this movie, it's seriously the most flawless movie on EARTH!

 

I will update later, take care<3

So I'm going to Crosspoint with Ensu<3

 

This is what I'm wearing:

And these shoes:

 

The Jacket is from Helsinki so I don't remember from what shop it is :/

The top is from Gina Tricot and cost about 10 euros.

The purple pants are also form Gina Tricot and cost about 20-30 euros.

And the shoes are from Sweden but you can find them anywhere. They cost 75 euros I think.

Now we're off to my cousin's girlfriend's parents' house. Take care guys<3

I'll leave you with a picture of Beliebers.

I saw the music video yesterday on twitvid but Vevo was being rasistic so nobody could see it outside USA.

BUT HERE IT IS.

Fuck shit fuck fuck.

I woke up at 8:30am. SCHOOL FUCKS MY SLEEPING UP. Ugh.

But I can share myself up with reading THE MESSAGE ;)

Oh God yes.

 

Dear Louise, I can't answers texts due to that my phone is fucked and memory card is full. So yeah. But if you check your mentions I would love you. Also I messaged you on facebook. Yep. But I love you, okaiii<3

 

Yeah.

 

Today we're going to my Cousin's engagement Party. Which I'm not excited about because I don't have a nice family that way. Okay whatever.

 

Now I'mma go eat breakfast and then I'll start getting ready soon.

 

Baii<3

Love me guise.

1. What is your best friends name? I don't really have a bestfriend
2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? WHITE AND PINK.
3. What are you listening to right now? Princess of China
4. Whats your favorite number? 69. JK. Uh 22.
5. What was the last thing you ate? CHOCOLATE
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Purple, because I'm swaggy.
7. How is the weather right now? Kinda rainy/cloudy
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Heidi<3
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Clothing style and hair and eyes and smile I think...
10. Do you have a significant other? What.
11. Favorite TV show? Nothing.
12. Siblings? 2 big brothers, 1 dead (never met him. He was dead when mom gave birth to him.), my other big brother is named Mattias and is 17 :)
13. Height? 165-170 cms :)
14. Hair color? Blonde, but now I'm brunette :D
15. Eye Color? Blue/brown/green-ish
16. Do you wear contacts? Nope, I have classes at times though :D
17. Favorite Holiday? SUMMAHHH
18. Month? March, May, July :D
19. Have you ever cried for no reason? uh... No.
20. What was the last movie you watched? LOL
21. Favorite Day of the Year? 1st March. Lol idk man.
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Well yuz.
23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)? Can't even do that using the wall.
24. Hugs or Kisses? Depends on who you are.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
26. Do you want your friends to respond to this? lololol idk :D
27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you? Heidi :D
28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you? This one person...
29. What books are you reading? Right now, nothing.
30. Piercings? I had ear piercings but then the holes like grew closed or whatever.
31. Favorite movies? Everything with Ryan Gosling, Justin, Miley, Demi and Emma Stone in it :D
32. Favorite football Team? I've never really cared about football so...
33. What are you doing right now? Well answering these things and listening to music and chatting with people :D
34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Butter and Salted :D
37. Dogs or cats? DOGS
38. Favorite flower? Rose?...
39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? Uh yeah *le innocent smile*
40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex? Well idk maybe :)
41. Have you ever loved someone? I don't think so. 
42. Who would you like to see right now? Justin.
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten? Yepppp :D
44. Have you ever fired a gun? nope D:
45. Do you like to travel by plane? Well I like it but I still don't like it... WEIRD I KNOW.
46. Right-handed or Left-handed? Right :)
47. How many pillows do you sleep with? 1-2
48. Are you missing someone? Uh yeah
49. Do you have a tattoo? Nope
50. Anybody on Tumblr that you'd go on a date with? Y-E-S