Oh damn this has been a wonderful, interesting, full of fangirling day. But I've loved EVERY minute of it omg<3
You can still not understand my feelings. Like no, it's just TOO much for me to handle. I've been screaming, dancing, jumping and EVERYTHING.
But now... If this is what happens when Justin ANSWERS to me, what will happen when I meet him?... DEAR GOD, I PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE WITH ME SO THAT I DON'T FAINT WHEN JUSTIN FINALLY STANDS IN FRONT OF ME WITH THAT GORGEOUS SMILE OF HIS. Amen.
(yes, I prayed for real.)
But yeah, goodnight luvies<3
HUW, I AM SO CLOSE TO COMING TO WALES AND FINDING YOU AND KIDNAPPING YOU FOR LOGGING OFF WHEN YOU SAID "BRB." I WILL CUT YOUR BALLS OFF MAN. (lolol bahahaha I love you still. BUT DUDE.)
This will NEVER get old. And let's not forget how it was THE FIRST Jaddie moment EVER! So much more to come though ;)
The official Jaddienator Ronja screamed when she got to know this and she was in school.
I really wonder what the fuck will be Louise's reaction...
TALKIN' BOUT LOUISE. LOUIS, MY BOYFRIEND, I'M SORRY BUT I THINK I'M BREAKING UP WITH YOU SINCE YOU AIN'T ANSWERING MY TEXTS, AND AS MY BOYFRIEND YOU HAVE TO ANSWER TEXTS. SO, I'M BREAKING UP WIFF YEW.
Yeah.
I've been talking with Heidi on the phone for at least 1 hour today... BALJA BALJA.
I screamed "BALJA" (it's our inside joke.) when Heidi was gonna drink and she spit it out... OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
So... Justin said he loves me more than I love him. Which means... I mean, I love him so damn much. He's my everything, my world, my angel, my life saver, JUST MY EVERYTHING and I love him so much. Like I love him more than a fat kid loves ice cream. I love him more than I love food. I love him more than I love Pattie and Jeremy for not using a condom...
HE LOVES ME HELLA DAMN MUCH GUYS. GOD I AM CRYING AGAIN. OH GOD SKJGFSGHSJGHSJGHFSI876BHJNOHYUHD56CTYBUGD56GY65D6CTYUGD56RHUDRTYER
I think I need some ice cream and and chocolate to calm myself down omg.
OKAII YES I AM FANGIRLING WITH EVERYONE. I FANGIRLED WITH DAD. I FANGIRLED WITH HEIDI ON THE PHONE. I FANGIRLED WITH ENSU VIA TEXT. I FANGIRL WITH EVERYONE ON TWITTER AND TUMBLR. LETS NOT FORGET HOW I FANGIRLED TO JUSTIN THE MAN HIMSELF. YES. IT HAPPENED.
OH GOD I'M JUST SO HAPPY. WHAT IS AIR AND HOW DO YOU BREATHE? OH AND WHAT IS CALM? NEVER HEARD OF THAT ONE.
So I was depressed as hell this morning. (lol it's still morning) but so then I saw that Justin was online on his tumblr (now he has PROVED himself on there so I know it's him) and so I messaged him some stuff and then I messaged him "I hope you know I love you."
Then I had posted "so here I am crying again sigh." on tumblr. I refreshed my tumblr and I saw that I had 1 new message. Of course I thought it was someone on tumblr asking what was wrong. AND THIS IS WHAT COMES UP:
JUSTIN ANSWERED TO MY MESSAGE. HE EVEN ANSWERED PRIVATELY AND OMG I CRIED RIVERS AND DANCED AND SCREAMED AND OMG MY LIFE IS COMEPLETE, JUSTIN FUCKING LOVES ME BITCHES. HE LOVES ME. HE SGKIFSOGOFSHGKJSHGJSHGIUT5784WHGISIJGHIJDSHGFSJT8UY7BHJIDTRBHJGT6R5FT6FRGYUT65RGYUTFY
Hello idiots and other annoying people who wanna ruin everything as soon as I'm happy.
First off all, if dear ONE FUCKING PERSON is reading this, fucking go away and drown or something, I don't want you here, you just make me unhappy, and you'll probably ask what the fuck that was about but oh God don't even go there. Don't care, just whatever. Don't talk with me anymore.
And now, HOW ARE YOU GUYS?!
Yeah I was happy, and well still happy. So don't make me annoyed. Please and thank you.
OH GOD I AM FINALLY FINISHED WITH THIS FLOWER THING, OMG I'M SO DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF I THINK I'MMA DO A LITTLE HAPPY DANCE AND FIX MY NECK BECAUSE IT HURTS LIKE HELL.
9 HOURS OF THIS SHIT AND I AM FINALLY FINISHED. NOW I FEEL LIKE SINGING AND SCREAMING AND RUNNING ALL THE WAY TO JUSTIN AND DOING A HAPPY DANCE WITH HIM AND THEN RUN TO MILEY AND DOING A HAPPY DANCE WITH HER AND THEN BACK TO JUSTIN AND HAVE A BIG WEDDING AND THEN TO MTV VMA'S AND PULL A KANYE WEST IF JUSTIN DOESN'T WIN AND THEN RUN TO STARTFORD, ONTARIO, CANADA AND SIT OUTSIDE THE AVON TEATHRE AND CRY AND THEN RUN BACK TO JUSTIN THAT IS THEN MY HUSBAND AND MAKE BEAUTIFUL KIDS AND THEN RUN TO SLUTLALA AND SING "YOU'LL NEVER GET THIS LALALALALA" AND THEN DO AFRO SIRCUS IN MADISON SQUARE GARDEN AND THEN FLY TO THE MOON AND BACK.
Oh guess what I'm doing? I'm listening to The Belieber Radio. I'm not even gonna start to explain how much I love them for making a damn radio station to play ONLY Bieber music on!
I would like to share this goddess with you other people, BUT sadly, you'll have to find out yourself. I'm sorry.
So today I'm home from school... I woke up 1 hour ago and now I'mma get dressed and start doing this flower thing. Ugh it's so annoying. But oh well I guess.
I hope you guys have a good day/night and I will post more later<3
Demi is my own little lifesaver. Not saying that Justin hasn't saved my life, but I can relate to Demi and her story. And she's helping me through it all. She was the one who gave me courage to tell someone about my personal issues and yeah, she just keeps helping me. So I do owe Demi A LOT.
Ugh, GUESS WHAT I'M DOING?! Oh that's right, this flower shit.
Anyways, today was an ok day in school, nothing special... I might not go to school tomorrow because of my cold that I have but I'm not sure yet, I'll see.
But so, now I gotta do this flower thing. baiiiiiiii!
So I haven't done ANY of my homeworks that I have for tomorrow... Let me just say, I didn't feel like doing them and I've been thinking too much to be able to do them anyways... So like. Fuck everything :D
Anyways, I'mma go now and I have like 2 posts queued for you guys. Stay strong and keep smiling<3
Hope you get somewhere else than sitting in front of your computer in your mom's basement. And thank you for making me stronger. I will be rising from the ground like a Skyscraper♥
How has your day been so far? :) My day has been good, just so damn tired and I have SO DAMN. MANY. HOMEWORKS.
And Now I have to do this flower shit thingy and I'm home alone so I wouldn't wanna do homeworks... BUT I HAVE TO. ARGH.
Oh and Dear BITCH, STOP DISRESPECTING ME AND MY FRIENDS. KNOW THE LIMITS AND SHIT. OH AND IF YOUR "BEST" FRIEND LIKES A GUY, YOU DON'T FUCKING ACT LIKE THE GUY'S BEST FRIEND WHEN THAT GUY DOESN'T LIKE YOU. I'm done.
Dear Heidi, Ida, Louise, Ronja, Sarah, Saara, Mikku, Nelly, Roosa, Ensu, Emppu, Mirella, Jade, Leanne, Huw and Bettina, stay strong. You can make it through everything. You guys are wonderful and the best people on Earth. Thank you for everything, you guys are perfectly imperfect♥
Why would you try to be something you're not? Why would you act like you like a celebrity when you really don't? Why would you act like you hate something, when in reality you love it? Why don't you just cut the crap and be yourself instead, because lets face it, you're wonderful just the way you are.
I can NOT ever explain how annoyed at copycats and people who switch what they think as soon as I or someone else changes opinion. Like for God sakes, YOU WERE BORN A DAMN ORIGINAL, WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO DIE AS A COPY OF ME OR SOMEONE ELSE?! I. Don't. Get. It.
Just, stop the shit, if you don't like something, DON'T PRETEND LIKE YOU DO. If you haven't heard a song, DON'T SAY YOU HAVE, NO ONE WILL KILL YOU IF YOU'RE JUST HONEST AND SAY THAT YOU HAVEN'T HEARD IT. If you don't know what the FUCK we're talking about, DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DO. (←Sidenote, pissed off at some people...)
Oh, and also, now that I'm on it, IF I GET SOME DAMN ATTENTION FROM SOMEONE FOR ONCE, DON'T SIT THERE "LAUGHING" OUT LOUD TO THE SHIT THAT WE TALK ABOUT, AND IN THAT "WE" YOU'RE NOT IN IT, SO FUCK OFF AND GO GET ATTENTION SOMEWHERE ELSE, BECAUSE IF YOU DIDN'T REALIZE, I LIKE THAT PERSON.
God, guess what I'm doing right now? OH YEAH THAT'S RIGHT, THIS FLOWER SHIT. WHY. DO. I. ALWAYS. PUSH. EVERYTHING. TO. LATEST. POSSIBLE. MINUTE?!
Ugh and I'm havign such a soar throat today and I'm so everything so idk man. And I'm having such a headache sigh. So I won't really post that much this week, so much shit happening and I'm trying not to sit in front of the computer ALL THE TIME so. Deal with it ;)
I LOVE music, drawing/painting, Justin and I also love to act and dance. Should I explain why or?...
Well music it basically what keeps me alive, people who make great music, for example Demi, Taylor, Miley and Justin, just really help me get through stuff, and as Demi said "Without music I think it would be really hard to survive."
Well I love drawing/painting, mostly because I get to fantasize about stuff and just create my own world on a paper, it's just a feeling of freedom... :)
Yeah Justin... Don't even get me started here now guys!
And well actually I've never done acting but I don't know, I have a passion for that and I'd like to start acting but my city doesn't really have a good acting group that I'd like to join anyways so...
Yeah and Dancing, well I only dance when no one sees but it's really fun actually. Mostly because you can there also just really focus on something and give your everything to it :)
So guess what special stuff I've done today? NOTHING. Or well after school, we had gym class the last lesson, I went to Lintso because I changed clothes there for Gym class :D And then we just ate food and read some stuff and talked you know.
I'm actually going insane here with my thoughts and the whole day in school I've been just really... Off... Idk.
Yeah, oh and my brother has thrown up last night so we might NOT go to my grandparents this weekend. I actually hope not because I wanna go to this Christian teenagers' meeting tomorrow, they'll have fireworks and what not, so I'd like to go there. But yeah.
Now I'm just going to sit and watch youtube videos I think.
The titles that I have for my posts, most of the time they mean so much more than you think. "This too shall pass" for example, just think about it.
I'm TRYING to have inspirational titles and maybe, just MAYBE, help someone that way. So always read my titles more than once. (well not if they are something like "HAHAHAHAH PENIS." you know...)
I have like REALLY HIGH expectations in guys... BLAME ADAM, JUSTIN AND THE JANOSKIANS.
Yeah but the perfect first date would probably just be something simple like going out for a dinner :) I wouldn't wanna go to the movies because that could be really awkward and on a first date you would like to get to know the person more, not how much popcorn that person eats and how fast that person eats them...
So yeah today I went to school as usual and after school I went to the mall with Ensu and Emppu, and after the mall I went to Ensu and we talked for HOURS. I came home for about 1 hour ago so :D
I actually gotta turn of the computer in 10 minutes but I'll queue some posts for you and be sneaky ;)
So this is posted at night (queued) but you know at night we always have these deep thoughts and I thought I would share some of my deep thoughts to you guys :)
You know how people say "stay strong, it gets better"? Yeah well I don't actually believe that it gets better. I'm a person who thinks that we learn how to live with life. You know life goes up and down, but we WILL be fine. We'll learn how to be strong enough to handle what life throws at us. So you should hang in there, because you're strong enough to HANDLE life!
Another thought:
"Don't teach your daughters not to go out at night, teach your sons not to rape."
I read that on tumblr some months ago and some nights ago I laid in my bed thinking about it. It's true, parents always say "Be careful when you go out, and don't come home too late." when in reality they should teach their sons not to abuse girls (or any person in general). I know that most persons who rape or abuse girls or other people are mental sick (I don't mean anything bad with that) but I still think that parents should teach their sons to treat people with respect, and maybe that would save some girls from terrific moments.
"Fighting every second of the day for your dreams girl."
Some of you might realize that ^^ is from Justin's song "As Long As You Love Me". And guess what I figured out last night? ALAYLM is for Beliebers.
Most people might not think that. They're like "NO, JUSTIN WROTE IT FOR SELENA." yeah Selena my ass (I'm sorry.) But just listen to the lyrics.
Justin has ALWAYS helped us reach our dreams, wether it's getting noticed by him, becoming famous, get to write, whatever. He's ALWAYS helped us.
"Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning"
Beliebers would figure that one out so I'm leaving it for you guys.
"We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke"
I'm back to that Justin cares about us more than he'll ever care about any girlfriend, so think about it.
"So don't stress, don't cry, we don't need no wings to fly, Just take my hand"
Justin always tells us that we can do anything together and he tells us to smile and be happy. So I'm ASUMING that this whole song is for Beliebers.
Oh and Justin wrote that rap together with some other people.
"I don't know if this makes sense, but you're my hallelujah Give me a time and place, and I'll rendezvous, and I'll fly you to it, I'll beat you there Girl you know I got you Us, trust... A couple of things I can't spell without 'U' Now we are on top of the world, 'cause that's just how we do Used to tell me, "Sky's the limit", now the sky's our point of view (view) Man now we stepping out like, "Whoa" (Oh God) Cameras point and shoot (shoot) Ask me what's my best side, I stand back and point at you You, you the one that I argue with, I feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with, But the grass ain't always greener on the other side, It's green where you water it So I know we got issues baby true true true But I'd rather work on this with you Than to go ahead and start with someone new As long as you love me"
I don't know 'bout you, but I know 'bout me. Oh I always start singing "Boyfriend" when saying I don't know. Anyways, I think it's for Beliebers, and I'll keep thinking that.
I don't know if I'm the only one but recently I've started watching a lot more beauty videos. I don't know why. Either it's because I don't wanna do homeworks or then it's because I just enjoy watching them...
Either way I only watch 3 beauty gurus 'cause the other ones are so annoying and just... Idk.
I watch JlovesMac1, ShellBarbie and BeautyByBrittneyx :) If you haven't seen them I think you should check them out, they are awesome people :) Not only do they make great videos but they are funny and it's entertaining watching them for some weird reason :)
I just wanna cry because I loved their relationship and I could watch their videos ALL THE TIME and just now they have broken up and I just wanna cry :(
You can not believe how I'm feeling right now. I'm feeling like you all Jelenators will feel like when Jelena breaks up (sorry to you if you're a Jelenator.) It's just.
JAVANNAH WAS PERFECT OKAII. I THOUGHT THEY WOULD GET MARRIED. INSTEAD THEY BREAK UP. FUCKING SHIT.
Ugh I'm probably more sad about their break up than I'll ever be about my own break ups.
Ugh I just love the hunger games too much for me to handle. I saw the movie and after that I read the books and I'm too excited for "catching fire" the movie skgfjghsjghjsghkjxfhgsgfgs I just can't wait!
And Taylor did an AMAZING job making songs for The Hunger Games! Ugh This is just perfect!
So mom got the perfect idea again. "NO COMPUTER TOMORROW." so here I'm sitting queueing posts -.-
It's like WHENEVER I gain readers on this blog she gets the perfect idea to take my computer. I. CAN'T. DEAL.
So yeah, I won't be online tomorrow, only queued posts. And if I can I'll post from my phone. But so PLEASE just stay with me, and don't hate me, PLEASE?<3
Yeah. Take care guys and I'll be back on tuesday<3
It takes a lot of me to write this, but I have to get it out. I'm tired of acting, so yeah. Enjoy reading confessions. If you hate me, I'd suggest you not to read this and just click off this page and do something with your life.
So lately I've been feeling really down and really depressed for some personal reasons and I don't know if you know it, but I call Justin "my angel". Well yeah, there's a reason for that.
See I don't know if you know it, but last year I was diagnosed with deep depression because of some personal issues. And I've had a lot of suicidal thoughts in years now. But on the outside I've always been faking it, acting like I'm happy. You know, a smile hides a lot. But the thing is, I haven't been happy in YEARS.
I'm a really hyper and smiley person all the time, and I really like it that way, but then if I'm annoyed or sad one day, everyone is like shocked. People think I have a perfect life, but you know, NO ONE can have a perfect life, no matter who you are. But you know, everyone expect me to be so happy and cheery all the time, but lets face it, not even I are that strong. I might be strong, I might be able to handle a lot of shit, but I break too. I'm not perfect.
Yeah but so Justin always manages to keep me alive. Like literally, he keeps saving my life, over and over again. And now lately I've been worse than ever, thinking about dying every day. As soon as someone's not around me I'm thinking about dying. And guess what Justin does?
He tweets the EXACT things I need to hear.
I'm so damn happy that Justin came into my life, and I know for sure that God put him in my life to save me. I owe Justin everything for just keeping me alive, and keeping me strong. You know, when I feel like everything's falling apart, he sings to me that "Everything's gonna be alright." And you know what? I believe him.
Everything will be fine somehow and I'll be happy again. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but one day everything will be fine.
I want to apologize to my friends who reads this and gets to know this now. I didn't tell you, because I didn't wanna worry you. I feel guilty because of my thoughts. I'm sorry.
And I wanna thank all my friends who has been here for me through everything.
Thank you Lintso, Ensu, Emppu, Louise, Heidi, Ida, Ronja, Saara, Mikku, Sarah, Jade, Tiia and everyone else. I love you guys to death. And even if some of you haven't really known HOW bad this all has been, you've still been here for me, praying for me. So thank you.
And again, I'm sorry if I'm not perfect. I'm sorry if I might break. But scars make us who we are and the scars that I have just shows everyone that I'm still alive, still staying strong. And I'm ready to put the razor down, I'm ready to start fighting again. But yeah, I might break, I might cut at times. But I'll win this fight. I WILL.
To get this all out here is probably the best thing I've done in my life. Keeping shit inside just really breaks me, and right now I need people to know how I am, not the fake me. I need people to know that I might not always have a smile on my face, because I'm ready to move on and fight this now. And that takes a lot, but I WILL win this fight. And then I need people who cares and knows what I'm going through.
And now I'm finally ready to get up and try again, because everything's gonna be alright<3
(Thank you to the people who created Crosspoint, not that they're reading this, but without crosspoint and the prayers that I've got from people, I wouldn't be here. So this is just me writing out my thanks to someone who won't even read this. But thank you.)
So I came home from Crosspoint about half an hour ago and now I'm gonna watch a movie. Not sure what movie yet though.
Sorry for not really posting that much today, as you know we've been at our cottage and we came home from there at like 5:30pm and then I had to get ready.
Yeah, I'll post some more before going to sleep, take care<3
So we all know that the music video for "As Long As You Love Me" by Justin Bieber is a popular video. Most girls are happy because he's so hot and well he's basically raping the girl's neck with his thongue.
Anyways, I have a really unpopular opinion about the whole video. I LOVE it, I really do. But I just think Justin's trying to grow up too fast. The music video for "Boyfriend" is good and I wouldn't mind if Justin would have done some kissing in the video, but the video just doesn't show any innocence at ALL. We all know this day would come sooner or later but it came a little too soon to be honest. There is nothing more to do for him now than to have a porn music video. If you understand me...
He grew up too fast. Yes, he's 18 but I still think he shouldn't first give out a kind of innocent music video and then boom take it like to a whole 'noter level like that. But yeah, his life, his choices and I'm not leaving him because of him growing up.
The whole concept with the music video is GREAT though, it really shows the side of true love.
So today in school we had all these annoying classes and stuff and then on lunch I actually hung out with my lovely cousin Mikku<3 Yeah and we had fun lolololol
Anyways, so I got home at 2:30pm and then I just ate something and took a shower, and now I'm here blogging.
We're going to our cottage today sigh. BUT WE HAVE ELECTRICITY THERE NOW SO I CAN BRING MY LAPTOP AND BE ONLINE GUYS.
Yes.
So now I'll just listen to music and read. Take care guys<3
Yeah so it's 3 minutes until I have to turn off my computer so here we go again I guess.
Tomorrow I'm gonna find a 30 days challenge and do it :) so we can look forward to that at least :)
I have some posts queued for you my idiots so stay tuned for that.
Oh also, I'd like to ask some questions and it would help me A LOT if you just answered them to me, here in a comment, to my twitter @JBiebztoFinland or just in any other way.
What do YOU want to read about? My life? Quotes? Celebrities?
Do you like my blog so far or do you wanna change something on it?
K just tell me EVERYTHING. Positive stuff with my blog, negative stuff, I WANT IT ALL.
Yeah, now I gotta go before my parents kill me. Take care guys<3
So as you guys know school started. And let me tell you, it's exhausting and taking away ALL. MY. INSPIRATION. So like I don't know what to write about anymore sigh.
But at least it's friday tomorrow<3
So how are you my lovely people? :)
Today in school I had Practicing Finnish, Music, Swedish and Gym class :) It was okay but in music class there were these really annoying boys who couldn't be quiet and stuff. Argh. WHY DO YOU CHOOSE MUSIC IF YOU DON'T WANNA DO ANYTHING?! JUST LEAVE EARTH ALREADY.
Now that that's out there I think I'mma just read some fanfics and stuff...
Eminem disses whoever the fuck he wants and we all just accept that. But lets all be honest, he dissed that BEAVER guy, and I have no idea who that is.
Justin's too flawless to get dissed in a song, trust me guys ;)
5 Minutes til I have to turn off the computer. Sigh.
So guess what me and Lintso did in finnish class today? WE LISTENED TO MUSIC.
So this is my random playlist on my phone:
Megan & Liz - Bad For Me
B.O.B ft. Taylor Swift - Both Of Us
Chris Brown - Biggest Fan
Taylor Swift - We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together
So imagine what it looks like when we sit there heads together lipsyncing to those songs... Yep. It was fun though. But our teacher looked at us like "da fuQ?" but YOLO.
K now Imma just listen to some music, queue some posts for you and go to sleep. Love you guys<3
Life is too short to be anything but happy. Screw the people who doesn’t like you, because in the end of the day you shouldn’t make anyone else happy but yourself. If someone or something doesn’t make you happy, quit it. I know, easier said than done. But once you start doing stuff for yourself and not for other people you’ll be much happier.
We try to please everybody and you know how you end up then? Unhappy. So start today, and just please yourself. Do what makes you happy.
So I'm gonna tell you my schedule now. Enjoy my lovely schedule that is so fucking fucked up.
Monday
8:10am-9:25am: Math (without my friends)
9:40am-10:45am: Finnish (Without my friends)
10:45am-11:30am: LUNCH. FUCKING HALLELUJAH.
11:30am-12:40pm: History (With my friends. HALLELUJAH.)
12:55pm-2:00pm: Swedish (With my friends. HALLELUJAH.)
So the time is the same all week, so now I'll just write all my classes here.
Tuesday
Math (Without my friends)
History (With my friends. HALLELUJAH.)
LUNCH NOM NOM.
Drawing&Painting (Without my friends but I have the best teacher so I'll survive I hope.)
Cooking class or whatever I should call it (With my one friend.)
Wednesday
Biology (With my friends)
Gym class (with my friends)
LUNCH
Chemistry (Without my friends sigh.)
Finnish (without my friends.)
Thursday
Practicing finnish (without my friends sigh.)
Music (Without my friends but I love music so I guess I'll survive.)
LUNCH
Swedish (with my friends)
Gym class (with my friends)
Friday
English (with my friends)
Swedish (with my friends)
LUNCH
Biology (with my friends)
Chemistry (Without my friends -.-)
You can not imagine how pissed I am at school for doing this to me.
If you wonder what cooking class is lolol it's like when you cook small stuff, like desserts and stuff like that and just small meals and stuff.
And practicing finnish is when it's like one whole class with just talking finnish and basically learning how to speak finnish. I'll shoot myself in that class if this one bitch fucks with me. Just fucking sayin'.
Yeah, but now I'm gonna think positively, only 1 class without my friends on friday for example :)
K Imma just lay in my bed and listen to Chris Brown while making up scenarios about Justin. Baiiiii
So right now I'm here with my cousin teaching her how to use tumblr and so I search "Boys" in the tag blah blah search bar thingy and a guy with his penis up comes up and my cousin covers her eyes while I'm there like *le no reaction* That's what tumblr does to you.
Yeah okaii.
School was okay today, not fun but I guess you gotta live with it. My schedule is really fucked up though sigh, I'll tell you about that later.
So school starts tomorrow, which means new computer rules and all that shit.
"No computer after 8pm!" *le annoying mom voice*
5 MINUTES TO GO AND JUSTIN COMES ONLINE. THAT DAMN BOY. ALWAYS ON THE WRONG TIMES.
Anyways, I'll queue posts for you every night so that when I'm in school you don't miss me that much.
Yeah oh, What Would You Do if you heard "Justin Bieber is having a new girlfriend, reportedly named Maddie and is from Finland and her twitter is @JBiebztoFinland" on the news? :D C'mon, tell me in a comment or tweet me at @JBiebztoFinland :) I WANNA KNOW GUISE.
Okaii, but now it's time to turn off the computer and paint my nails and stuff. Take care guys<3
Yeah uh I was hyper one day and I chatted with Heidi so like yeah... I'm #swaggy.
So mom woke me up at 11am sigh. Last day of freedom today guys, WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!
Well today it's actually beautiful weather if you ask me, but I have to take a shower, do my nails and all that other crap for school. Yes.
Anyways. What are you gonna do today? And oh, if you have any idea what you want me to write about, please comment or tweet me at @JBiebztoFinland :) Thank you<3
So this is the last night to sleep as long as I want to before school starts. Oh God how tired I've become the latest weeks. Probably because of everything that has happened in my life.
Anyways.
So it's not even 11pm but I'm getting ready to go to sleep now. Can you believe it? I've been up to like 2-4am every single night before 26th of July and now I'm all dead. Yes.
So I just thought I was gonna say some important things for you to remember but they're all gone so I'll just post some pictures of quotes for you guys to read. Love me.
Goodnight beautiful people and other human beings<3
If you want more awesome quotes, go to http://inspirationsforlife.tumblr.com/NOW! Me and Sarah runs that blog, even though I'm not online there that often anymore. But go check that blog out and make sure to follow us if you have a tumblr!
Basically it's a hater making an article about how Justin is a dumb ass and all those other "nice" words in the book. So let me start off by saying this:
Haters, you call us obsessed, but still you take time to make articles and hate comments on youtube. Now who's the obsessed one in the end? Exactly, YOU.
And then this bitch even took the time to watch Justin's someday commercial video, which was a damn joke that he made.
This is the video:
Now we all understand that this was made to be a joke right? Yeah, well seems like the hater didn't understand that.
"No, Bieberoni. In this instance (and in most instances, since you brought it up), you are not right. While every father could agree that he doesn’t want his baby girl rubbing fuckparts with the neighbor kid, I’m pretty sure he’d still prefer that to his daughter having delusional daydreams about the twinky singer with the hair (you, I’m talking about you). I imagine when a dad walks in on his 14 year old making out with her life-size poster of Justin (measuring ~4 feet tall – BURN!), he wonders to himself where he went wrong. One thing’s for certain: he’s not wishing that there was just SOME WAY he could ever possibly thank you for being the object of his daughter’s unrequited love. Sorry, JB, but much like your next album, I’m just not buying it."
Lets just all take a moment to understand what the fuck this person's father did wrong. I mean seriously, I don't know 'bout your dad, but if my dad would walk in on me kissing my Bieber's posters (which, surprisingly, I don't do that often. Seriously. I think it's creepy...) he wouldn't wonder what the fuck he did wrong, he'd laugh. My dad appreciates the fact that instead of hanging around boys that he would have to shoot I listen to Justin and I understand some shit about life, like some other people don't. Just sayin'. I don't know about your dad though.
Then this lovely person takes it to another level. She/he talks about Justin saying "I'm a swaggy adult."
" as Justin reminded us, he’s 18. And yet, he barely has any armpit hair. Or pubes. Unwanted body hair is an intricate part of being an adult!"
Oh well look who's been checking him out... Now this hater is starting to become more than creepy.
First off all, Justin fucking shaves his armpit hair because fucking damn, he understands that it's kind of unattractive having armpit hair. I don't know about you, but boys (or girls) who have armpit hair are... disgusting. Just sayin'.
And then this hater talks about what Justin said about never giving up on dreams and drugs and shit like that.
But this person takes it to another level when talking about what Justin had said about going to church and blah blah blah. Let me be honest, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT HE HAS SAID THAT SO THIS PERSON HAVE TAKEN SOME HOURS TO FIND THAT SHIT. I'm just sayin'.
Anyways, this hater says that Justin is acting like he's a better person than anyone else for having a damn relation with God. Now I've learned from all the times I've been to Cross Point that being a Christian isn't about how many times you go to church, but it's about having a relation with God, outside church and just in normal life. And obviously, Justin has understood that and he has a relation with God.
So now that I've proven this hater wrong I'm gonna go back to listening to Chris Brown while stalking people.
sjgkjshgjshjgfhgjf do you guys remember this? Aaaah he was just so adorable and lovely and funny and perfect and everything. Sigh. Justin please do this again.
Sorry I haven't posted anything before now sigh. My cousin texted me at like 8am (I was sleeping then) and so I woke up at 10 and read the text and then I had to get up and get ready for Movie day with her. So we watched The Last Song while eating Ben&Jerry's (JERRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.)
Now I'm home and I'm probably just gonna read a book and chill today. I'm so so tired and I have to do the last things before school starts again.
So Cross Point was great :) I always end up crying there but schhhh don't tell anyone, k?
Guess who was there btw? TORSTEN BORG. Yuz. He came 3rd in finnish "Idols" and well I've loved him since he posted hist first cover on youtube. Just sayin'. Bigggggg Torsteninator or whatever he calls his fans...
Anyways, so I've talked to him 2 times in real life and he gives the best hugs. But so imagine if I was fangirling when he was playing guitar there. Yes.
Enjoy his flawless cover of "Use somebody" now guise :)
Hello there beautiful people and other human beings. Vat.
So today we went to our cottage and there I basically cut the damn grass, read a book and ate. Yep.
Now we're home and I'm getting ready to go to Cross Point. If you don't know what Cross Point is, then basically it's a Christian meeting with like songs and stuff. It's really nice :)
You can NOT understand how tired I am today though. I seriously feel like laying down on the floor (or bed) and just sleep. But I have to drag my ass to Cross Point for Ensu. Damn gurl, can't be alone for one night. *Le shakes head*
Anywhore, I'mma go eat something now.
I'll post when I'm home from Cross Point :) Take care beautifuls<3
Guess what I'm gonna do now? I'M GONNA WATCH DEAR JOHN. Yes. Why? Because I can.
No basically because I feel like crying and that movie always makes me cry so... Yes, I'm weird.
people on twitter understands me.
Moving on.
Tomorrow we're going to our beach house, cottage, whatever you wanna call it. So I'll queue some posts for you.
Anyways, Dear John is one of the best movies I've seen in history and Channing Tatum is just. Ah sex to my eyes. Seriously though. I'm not a creep, Just a teenage girl. If that's any different than a creep.
Speaking about teenage girls, we're the stalkers. Seriously, we stalk every single person on twitter, tumblr, facebook, youtube and just everything. So creeps and teenage girls are basically the same thing.
(You may now call me creep.)
Okaii, but so now I'mma pop some popcorn and then I'll watch drama... I mean Dear John.
Take care guise<3
Oh if you're on twitter, tweet me at @JBiebztoFinland and tell me what you want me to write about. I'd appreciate it. If you're not from twitter, just comment here :) I really need inspiration guys!
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ LOUISE, THAT TITLE IS FOR YOU OMG
Okaii moving on.
So right now I'm pissed and I wanna kill someone. Why in hell don't people understand that I don't wanna talk to them if I answer without smileys and with 2 words?! Like what's wrong with you?....................
Anyways. Now I'm hungry so I'm gonna go eat something :)
Anyone up for a movie night and cuddling? Be a boy though. No cuddling with girls. Nope. *shakes head* I'm stupid. But omg now I'm craving a boyfriend or a cuddling friend. Sigh. I'm desperate and stupid.
Oh and if you have any ideas on what I should post on my blog, please comment! :)
Jasmine V. That's all. She got me obsessed. She's just so flawless and inspirational and lovely and strong and everything. Argh I just need to see her live one day.
What I also don't understand is how she doesn't get more attention. She's so talented and doesn't even need autotune to sound good. She's great live and she's a great person. She just deserves every single award in the world. I don't understand how some people can even hate on her. She's too lovely!
So sorry for not posting yesterday. I was kinda down and uh well my phone didn't allow me to post anyways so...
BUT NOW I'M HERE AGAIN.
I hate how I've lost readers because I didn't post yesterday. I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU THAT I'M NOT ALLOWED TO BE ON THE COMPUTER GUISE.
ANYWAYS. Today I woke up at 10:30am 'cause my mom woke me up sigh. Then I went out for a walk and talked on the phone with Heidi and Ida for like 40 minutes haha :) And then I ate food and now I'm sitting here watching youtube videos and what not.
I have to cut the grass today. And like that's actually funny but I just don't feel like doing that. Sigh. But WHAT DON'T I DO TO GET MONEY SO I CAN PAY FOR MY TICKET TO JUSTIN'S CONCERT?!
So I'll post some more later :)
AND PLEASE SUGGEST ON WHAT I SHOULD WRITE ABOUT ON MY BLOG, BECAUSE I'M RUNNING OUT OF INSPIRATION SIGH.
This song has so much more meaning than people think. Just go watch the behind the scenes for this video and you'll see. I seriously cried watching that behind the scenes video!
So lately I've found this girl on youtube who does make up transformations and I don't even know what to say. She's too good for me to handle. Her voice annoys me a little though...
Anyways, look at this video, she looks EXACTLY like Jessica Alba when she's done!
Am I the only one who just feel like shooting my parents at times? I hope I'm not.
Mom just got the GREAT idea to take my computer tomorrow. So I'm not allowed on the computer tomorrow. FUCKING. SUCKS.
She just always has to get in my business and fuck up every little shitty thing and scream at me and just. I can't deal with her. And I know "IT'S ONLY FOR YOUR OWN GOOD" oh don't even use that shit to me. If you'd be me you'd understand. But my God.
So that means, NO DAMN ASS BLOGGING TOMORROW AND I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN INTO BLOGGING AGAIN AND THEN THAT ASSHOLE TO MOTHER COMES AND RUINS EVERYTHING AND I'LL PROBABLY LOOSE READERS AND I'VE MANAGED TO GET FUCKING 11 READERS IN SOME DAYS. I. HATE. EVERYTHING.
But so I'll have to queue some shit FAST now and then I'll post from my phone tomorrow. So sorry if I'm not really online tomorrow. ARGH.
(Sorry for my little angry rant there.)
Hope you guys sleep well or have a nice following day :)
My wonderful friend and big sis (not for real my sister but she could be) has a site together with some other people and it's a wonderful idea they're working on. I'd suggest you all to go check out http://ourdepression.org/ now and you can also like their facebook page http://www.facebook.com/ourdepression to stay updated. Please help out this great cause by donating or just simply spreading the site around.
Two- Your relationship status? Single as fuck but mentally dating Justin.
Three - Have you ever lost a close friend? Yes.
Four - What is your current mood? Kind of hyper/emotional/sad/happy mix :P
Five - What’s your brother(s)/sister(s)names? I have a big brother, Mattias :)
Six - Where do you wish you were right now? In Justin's arms. Is that weird?
Seven - Have a crazy side? YES.
Eight - Ever had a near death experience? Yes. I was like 10 years old and my appendicitis like got fucked up and if the doctors wouldn't have realized that it was I would be dead. And I once was about to get run over by a car :P
Nine- Something you do a lot? Bite my lip. LIKE RIGHT NOW FOR EXAMPLE.
Ten - Angry at anyone? Now? Not really tbh.
Eleven - What’s stopping you from going for the person you like ? Uh well you know, that person does not exist :P
Twelve - When was the last time you cried? In all honesty? Today.
Thirteen- What are you really good at ? Fangirling.
Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep? I make up scenarios in my head about Justin and stuff.......... :D
Fifteen- What were you doing yesterday at 10pm? Blogging I think :D
Sixteen - Do you prefer light or dark hair on the opposite sex ? DARKKKKKK.
Seventeen - Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Dad :D
Eighteen - What is/are your favorite band(s)? Simple plan :)
Nineteen - What are you doing right now? Answering these questions, listening to music and tweeting :)
Twenty - Who do you trust 100% right now? Sarah, Saara, Ensu, Emppu, Louise and some other people :)
Twenty one - Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Ensu and Emppu made it for my 14th birthday :)
Twenty two - Heavy metal music? ewwww
Twenty three- Who Was the last person you hugged. Mom :)
Twenty four- Is there anything you’re hiding from someone? I hide a lot of shit from people.
Twenty five - Who are you thinking of right now? Justin :)
Twenty six - What should you be doing right now? Eating haha :D
Twenty seven - What are you listening to? Taylor's album "Speak now" :)
Twenty eight - You need new jeans. Quick where do you go? H&M or Gina Tricot :)
Twenty nine - Who was the last person who yelled at you? Mom probably :P
Thirty - Do you act differently around the person you like? That person doesn't exist and when I like someone, no.
Thirty one - What is your eye colour? Green/blue/brown :D
Thirty two - Who was the last person to make you laugh? I don't remember. Probably like Ensu :D
Thirty three - Who was the last person to make you angry? Mom.
Thirty four - Hello Kitty or dora? HELLO KITTY ALL DA DAMN WAY. DORA IS JUST ANNOYING.
Thirty five - Is your hair naturally curly or straight? Curly :)
Thirty six - Hug anyone of opposite sex in past 24 hours? nope *le nods head and sighs*
Thirty seven - One thing you want right now? Justin. Problem?
Thirty eight - Will you fall in love in the next few months? Now in hell would I know that? o.O
Thirty nine - What does the 5th text in your inbox say? "You're wonderful :)" haha :D
Forty - Are you worried about the future? If Justin's not in it, YES. No but JK, not really that way worried :P
Forty one - Are you happy with life right now? It could be better but I mean... It's life I guess.
Forty two - Are you currently jealous? Yuzzzzzzzz.
Forty three – Who's your best guy friend? Idk. Huw used to be my best guy friend. But idk now.
Forty four -Do you forgive or forget? Forgive. Forgetting doesn't help shit.
Forty five - What do you miss the most about elementary school? No drama probably.
Forty six - Favorite Disney Channel show ? Hannah Montana :D
Forty seven – Who’s 3 of your best girl friends? Ensu, Emppu and lemme say Heidi :D
Forty Eight - What are you looking forward to? Justin's concert, 22.04.2013<3
Forty nine - Does anyone like you right now? Probably not.
Fifty- Lyrics to the song you’re listening to? "Long live, all the mountains we moved, I had the time of my life, fighting dragons with you" - Taylor Swift, Long live :)
That was it :) Just thought I'd answer some questions so you guys gets to know me a little more :)
Please suggest what you want me to write about. Suggest ANYTHING that comes to your mind :)
ONLY BELIEBERS CAN UNDERSTAND THE FEELING WHEN JUSTIN CALLS US HIS BESTFRIENDS.
You can not understand what I did. I got out of shower and I saw that Justin had tweeted something. And I clicked on it and read and then I read this tweet and well imagine what it looks like when I'm sitting there in only a towel and crying my eyes out because oh his tweet. Like it's unbelievable how much I cried. And then he DELETED THE DAMN TWEET and so I cried because of that and then now he tweeted it again and then I cried because of that.
THE THINGS THIS BOY DOES TO ME. IT'S UNHEALTHY.
Oh lets not forget how I tweeted him this:
Yes. It happened. *nods head while smiling awkwardly*
Now you guys really have to suggest what you want me to write about. I can't just sit here and talk all about myself and stuff, because that shit aint interesting sigh. Soooooooooooooooooooo Suggest please please please. Just suggest ANYTHING. Celebrities, opinions, songs, events, twitter drama, whatever. Just tell me what you would like to read about :)
Now Imma leave you here with a lovely tweet that Justin tweeted yesterday.
It's kind of funny how he just tweets "Smile" without anything else there and I smile like an idiot for the rest of the day. Oh and then people are like "Stop smiling about that Justin boy, he doesn't know you." My answer you wonder? "You don't know us." ;) (Only Beliebers.)
Is it only me that doesn't think his voice fits to him? Like his voice is deeper than that and it just fucks with my mind... Vat. Anyways, I don't really like this guy but idk this song makes me wanna dance haha :)
So Good Morning/Afternoon/night/whatever-it-is-there :) Right now it's 1:10pm (13:10) and I'm reading fanfics.......
I woke up at like 11am and then I was lazy so I read a fanfic and got up a little before 12pm :D
I HAVE POPCORN.
ANYWHORE. (I just keep going back to saying that, it makes me laugh lololol. Whoever first said that needs an award.)
GURL YOU LOOK BETTER WITH THE LIGHTS OFF.
Now we're really moving on.
I don't know what I'm gonna do today. Probably just chill at home and stuff. It's a rainy day today too. What are you guys doing today? And do you guys have any suggestions on what I would write about on my blog? Anything is welcome :D
K, now imma get back to reading :)
You can enjoy this picture of a guy that Emppu's been talking with. lolol SIXPACK.
Okai I usual try to be positive but now this shit is driving me insane and I feel like killing someone.
So this bitch, we can call her Regina (see what I did there? ;)), she's recently started to like Justin a little. And let me explain the deal with me and her. She hates me for some weird reason and has a problem with me and idk I don't think she wants me to breathe and I've done nothing wrong... And well I dislike her so fucking much. Yeah so she's a spoilt little brat who gets whatever the fuck she wants. And of course she got M&G tickets to Justin's concert in Finland. GUESS HOW I'M FEELING WHEN I'VE BEEN A BELIEBER SINCE FUCKING EARLY 2010 AND I'M STARING AT MY POSTERS WHILE SHE'S RECENTLY STARTED TO LIKE HIM BUT HE MEANS NOTHING TO HER MORE THAN LOOKS AND GOOD MUSIC AND SHE GETS TO FUCKING HUG HIM AND TALK TO HIM AND MEET HIM?! I JUST FEEL LIKE I NEED TO CUT OFF HER BREATHING. AND THEN WHEN SHE'S MET HIM SHE'LL BE ALL LIKE "AND LIKE JUSTIN, HE LOOKED AT MY BOOBS AND SAID 'HELLO THERE BEAUTIFUL' AND HE WAS SO FLAWLESS AND I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH" AND I'LL JUST HAVE TO CUT OFF HER BREATHING THEN IF NOT NOW ALREADY. I. CAN. NOT. DEAL. WITH. FAKE. BITCHES. WHO. DOES. EVERYTHING. FOR. FUCKING. ATTENTION.
ARGH.
I'M NOT EVEN GONNA FUCKING PUT THE XOXO SIGN HERE BECAUSE I AM NOT HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
So like idk, I was taking pictures because I curled my hair and I wanted to know what you guys think but instead I ended up failing and making faces. So now HERE IS PICTURES WITH ME JUST BEING ME. (Not all of them are from today!)
lolol vat. 9827589475924 years ago xD
OMG WASN'T I JUST THE CUTEST KID ON EARTH WHEN I WAS LITTLE? ;) lolol I'm like 7 years old here though :O" Time flies" I whispered while sitting in my rocking chair at the age of 86.
What even... MY PHONE WAS A BITCH THAT DAY. THAT'S ALL.
"How in hell did it go like this?" that line expains me lololol. and lovely Emppu next to me<3
omg okaii now I miss my blonde hair :'( oh well, YOLO.
and today this just happened :P SEXAYYY.
K I'm done. Love me and those pictures......................
So now I'm home from my lovely friend Ensu :) We had SO. MUCH. FUN haha :D We were all wild and just running around and then we were about to get run over by a car...
ANYWHORE. (I was really hyper yesterday when I wrote that btw xD)
Now I'm home and it's 4:45pm (16:45) and I'm just sitting here chilling lolol. It's been raining the whole day sigh. And now it's probably about to start storming. Wouldn't be surprised.
Oh btw, if anyone makes designs for blogs, can you please comment on here or email me at: [email protected] I NEED a design and I want it to be on english and stuff. (now Imma write the same thing on swedish.)
Om någon gör designer eller om du vet nån som gör designer, snälla kommentera eller skicka ett mail till mej: [email protected] Skulle verkligen behöva en design och jag vill att den ska vara på engelska :)
MOVING ON.
What have you guys done today? Still not woken up? lololol wouldn't be surprised. *cough* Sarah *cough* (LOVE YOU SARAH BIG SIS<3)
Okaii now I'mma eat popcorn and watch youtube videos haha :)
OH BTW, if you have any idea what you want me to write about, please comment. You can suggest ANYTHING :)
Also, when I start school I'll do a OOTD (outfit of the day) every day :) So get excited for that one ;)
I do a LOT of stuff that just. I get addicted to it and then it's like, POOF, normal life gone. So here are 10 things that ruins my life.
JUSTIN BIEBER. I mean like, I COULD GO ON FOREVER ABOUT THIS, but he's just so flawless and perfect and his music just makes me wanna cry because of how flawless every single song is and just his voice and just HIM. He's taken away my normal life, I SWEAR. Before him, I was an innocent lovely girl who was running around everywhere. NOW I'm a dirty minded Belieber who sits on her computer stalking him all day. I just, I CAN'T.
JANOSKIANS. DO I NEED TO SAY MORE? They're just hilarious, sexy, everything and I just sit stalking their videos and everything every day.
INTERNET. When I didn't have a computer, internet, stuff like that I was outside and actually breathed some fresh air. Now all I do is sit on the computer on INTERNET watching videos and what not. So internet ruins my life.
RONJA. K, lemme explain the thing about Ronja. She's mental sick and we're sharing room at the mental hospital. NOT. EVEN. KIDDING. Like, she just. She's such a lovely girl but we just go crazy whenever we talk and we're like crazy and just. crazy.
FANFICTIONS. Let me explain this addiction I have for reading Justin Bieber fanfics. IT'S UNHEALTHY. You find a fanfic that sounds interesting and you read the first chapter, then you read the second and then the third and then you're officially TRAPPED. THERE. IS. NO. WAY. OUT. And then you just want more chapters and while waiting for more chapters you start reading new fanfics and then you end up reading 10 fanfics and with the super memory I have I remember what happens in every single one of them and then I make up how it will continue in my head and then it's just so real and everything that I cry because I can and I just feel so patethic.
JARMAINE. Idk 'bout you but I know 'bout me. Wait I'm quoting Justin's song... ANYWAYS. Idk about you but Jarmaine is the best youtuber on Earth and she's just hilarious and lovely and everything and I can just sit up watching her videos ALL DAY, EVERY DAY. Like she's just sghfkjghsjhgjsghf.
TUMBLR. K so tumblr is in the same category as internet but IT'S LIKE A WHOLE NOTHER WORLD. Like just. It's a flawless site and everyone on there are just the same as me and we fangirl together and everything and it's like I can't even deal guise. (Please note that tumblr has fucked up my whole grammar and all the words I say. I say "WHAT IS AIR?" "ME GUSTA" "OMG I CAN'T EVEN" "GUISE" "Y U NO" AND JUST EVERYTHING ALL THE TIME. Oh lets not forget "FUCK DA POLICE")
BOYS. This is a SERIOUS one. I mean like guys, they are just. Okay lemme explain the thing about this beautiful city called Kokkola. The boys here are either a) hot but taken, b) Idiots that pisses me the fuck off or c) Hot ass guys who are players and think they can play with my heart. And this my friend, is the reason why I wanna move to Sweden or USA. The boys here are just so immature and thanks to Justin and Janoskians I have too high expectations in boys. It's just. That's it. If your name's not Justin, Jai, Luke, Beau, Daniel or James don't expect me to look at you. Also, if you're from Canada or Australia it helps a lot. A LOT. (see, I have a BIG problem here.)
HIGH HEELS AND MAKE UP. Okaii idk if you know but I have an HUGE obsession with 1. High heels, 2. Mascara, 3. Eyeliner and 4. Lip gloss. Whenever I see someone that has beautiful high heels that I want I just feel like laying down on the floor and cry because I CAN NOT GET THEM. It seriously drives me insane and I just wish I could walk around in my lovely high heels whenever I want to but people are gonna judge and as long as I can stay out of people's minds, I'm happy. Okaii next thing. Mascara. I could just put on layers and layers of mascara and NEVER. GET. TIRED. Like seriously it's so awesome and lovely and just perfect. Eyeliner. Do I need to say more? That shit is flawless stuff that makes my eyes look so good that I just wanna flirt with boys. THAT'S WHEN YOU KNOW SOMETHING'S WRONG OR INSANE. And then lip gloss. I love those lipglosses that tastes good. Like I just wanna kiss someone whenever I have tasty lip gloss on (if your name is Justin Drew Bieber, you're 18 and from Canada, hit me up ;)). YOU SEE WHAT I'M DOING WITH MY LIFE?!
ADAM LAMBERT. Okaii you might not believe this about me, but I'm totally obsessed with Adam. He's just so flawless and wonderful and everything and lately I've just been stalking him and listening to his music while crying because he's gay and has a boyfriend. ARGH. THIS IS SOME REAL FRUSTRATING STUFF. But Adam is such an inspirational person. It's just, he MESSES WITH MY BRAIN AND MAKES ME FRUSTRATED BUT HE'S SO PERFECT SO I CAN'T BE MAD AT HIM. Lets not forget how he said that finnish girls have beautiful eyes. BEAUTIFUL EYES. BEAUTIFUL. EYES. Ugh I just love him so much.
10 things that ruins my life,
Adam Lambert,
Boys,
Fanfictions,
High Heels,
In the life of maddie,
Internet,
Janoskians,
Jarmaine,
Justin Bieber,
Make Up,
Ronja,
Tumblr,
I can't even explain how much I cried watching this. Jasmine doesn't deserve that, NO ONE deserves that. I can't seriously understand how someone can be so... Cruel and hurt someone like that.
But I'm so proud of Jasmine for speaking up about her story. She's helped so many people with making this video and I think she's one of the strongest girl I know<3
If you don't like Jasmine, I don't care, but you can NOT say that this isn't inspirational.
Now it's time for me to leave. I'll be back tomorrow :) I have 3 queued posts so enjoy those :) Have a nice following day/night and stay strong luvies<3
The sun is shining and it's the last week of school. And what am I doing? Oh yeah, sitting inside on my computer. Yup. This is how I've spent my whole summer almost.
And now my mom wants me to do the dishes sigh.
Have a following nice day guys and I will update later :)
Just watch it. This might be exactly what you need to hear.
I want you to know that you're beautiful, you're wonderful and you are worthy of life. Don't ever give up because God has a plan for you. Stay strong and remember to smile, because that's when you're most beautiful♥
But before I go I'm gonna be a little deep thinking lololol.
Have you ever realized how beautiful life actually is? I mean like, you have friends, you have music to listen to, you have Justin, you have parents. Isn't that the most important thing? And oh, you're ALIVE. Some people are dead, but you're actually breathing. So next time you feel like complaining about life and how you have nothing, think again, because you have EVERYTHING and can have EVERYTHING♥
K so like there are people now reading my blog that can't speak swedish so I'll explain HOW TO COMMENT just for you guise ;) (now that means that YOU HAVE TO COMMENT.)
1. When you go to my blog and you read a post that you wanna comment, you look under it, it says "Kommentarer "
You see that? Yeah, click on that thing.
2. When the page load you scroll down to this:
3. "Namn" means NAME, so write your name there.
"Kom ihåg mig?" means "remember me?" so if you want blogg.se to remember your name, then check the box there.
"E-postadress" is your email, so if you want to show me your email (I don't really ever send anyone emails, so you don't really have to write your email.)
"URL/Bloggadress" is well basically if you have a blog or a tumblr or twitter or just SOMETHING, add it there.
"Kommentar" means "comment" so there you just write your comment about whatever.
LIKE THIS FOR EXAMPLE:
4. Click "skicka kommentar" which means "send comment" and YOU'RE DONE!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!
Now that I made this DAMN ASS tutorial for you guys, YOU BETTER COMMENT.
You know that feeling you get when you CAN'T DANCE AND JUSTIN FUCKING BIEBER IS DOING LIKE A #BELIEVETOURAUDITION FOR DANCERS?! YEAH THAT SHIT SUCKS. JUST. LIKE ARGH. WHY IN HELL DIDN'T I TAKE THOSE DANCING LESSONS WHEN I COULD? WHY. THE. HELL. NOT?! WHY. NOT?!
THIS IS MAKING ME SO FRUSTRATED I CAN NOT DEAL SERIOUSLY.
So yesterday my lovely friend Aku and I had a sleepover and movie marathon :D we watched The Change up, 500 days of summer, Morning glory and now today we watched Titanic. We had really much fun.
Räkost.
^ INSIDE JOKE LOLOLOLOLOL YOU'LL NEVER GET THIS
MOVING ON.
Tomorrow I MIGHT sleep over with Ensu and Emppu, but just MAYBE. Because like... You know... They might not be able to. SIGH.
ONE WEEK LEFT OF FREEDOM AND THEN YOU GOTTA GO BACK TO SHITTY SHIT SCHOOL. ARGH.
I JUST. I DON'T WANNA GO BACK ARGH.
Okaiiiiiiiiii Anyways, enjoy this beautiful lovely song while I read fanfics. Baiiiiii.
Hai!
I'm a hyper 14 years young girl from Finland. I try to enjoy life as much as I can and I do a lot of crazy stuff, because quite frankly, I don't care about what people think of me. I've just accepted the fact that I'm stupid ;)
I love that white Canadian boy named Justin Drew Bieber with a burning passion and I can stalk that guy EVERY. SINLGE. DAY. He's my life, My everything and I WILL meet him one day. His music makes me happy and his music makes me feel beautiful, and I need that. He has saved me in every single possible way and I owe everything to him.
Other than stalking Justin I play piano, and I've taken modellessons. I sing, dance a little and I'd love to do some acting. I LOVE being in the spotlight to be honest.
On this blog I'll write about my life, Justin, Jarmaine (amazing youtuber), music and just stuff that inspires me and keeps me going. It's gonna be ME.
Enjoy<3
(any hate of any kind will not be accepted and the comment won't be posted so don't mind.)
